06 April 2011

4 Years Later


Farrad L. Harding - June 5, 1979 ~ April 6, 2007









In life, there are going to be disappointments. Things won't always go as planned; people you thought, upon meeting, would be in your life indefinitely have reached the end of their season. Heartache and anger are more than emotional manifestations and goodbyes suck regardless of the circumstances.

These are things that I know. During the past four years I have cried more than my share of tears and felt anger beyond my control. I have felt lost, betrayed, hopeless and apathetic to life to say the least. However, I have resolved that everything does happen for a reason... even the most painful. I know I am stronger despite the tears running down my face. I know I am loved despite the unlovely things I have been through. I know things are made smooth by friction and diamonds are formed by pressure so I will continue to move forward, allowing these experiences to change me for the better.

Farrad, there aren't enough words to explain what you mean to me. I think of you daily and I hope I am making you proud. You are dearly missed and I will always love you.

xoxo
Nicole